paul

2008-12-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

it have been a long time tat i have not touch my blog
now finally i back to my blog
hehe^^

going to ns soon
just dunno whether to defer my ns anot
i quited my job n now slacking till 6 jan
now i just abit of lost n dunno wat to do

2008-09-10T10:17:00.000-07:00

it have been long time have not update blog..
i hae ben busy working..
wan to self study also too tired..

can someone ans mi..
wat does love mean??
y life is so unfair??

2008-08-29T10:17:00.000-07:00

This song is for Rachel Tan

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to eitherIt's just... I don't even know
Just listen...

You're the one that i want, the one that i need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
when I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I love you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When i would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don' know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The though of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did tooYou would understand, but...
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that i feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this i confess

You said you were my best friend was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] And I do miss youI just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

2008-08-19T08:36:00.000-07:00

it have been quite something have not update my blog..

i know a girl call stephanie..
she quite funny..
she show alot of concern for mi..
but just know each other onli..
so getting to know her more..
she n my thinking almost the same...

this few day have been busy working..
reach home also too tired to update blog..
somemore test coming scare cannot make it..

it take only a minute to get a crush on someone,

an hour to like someone,

and a day to love someone,

but it take a lifetime to forget someone.

2008-08-15T09:25:00.000-07:00

it have been a long time i have not post anything..

have been busy working..
today is my off day..
went to clementi played basketball..
we play wit other ppl..
then we won't 2 match lost 1 match..
it was a long time tat i did not touch baketball..

all this while i have been working n studying at th e same time..
is not easy to study n work at the same time..
ever since i shift into kitchen i have been late for sch..
coz is too tired for mi..

to everyone treasure wat u have now..

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,

an hour to lyk someone,

and a day to love someone,

but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

2008-08-08T20:30:00.001-07:00

today is national day..
actually wan to go out but then have to work..

nvm each time i work i learn alot of think..
this few day have not post about myself..
somehow can say i lazy & too tired..
working inside the kitchen is very interesting..
i even learn alot..

tmr i am off but then alrdy booked..
dating wit someone..
dun remember how long i know her alrdy..
but then she lyk a very nice gal,
coz she help mi do alot of thing..
tmr is my repay back to her..
hope i will get to think a best way to make her enjoy herself..
hope she will know wat happyness mean,
this few day she have been very sad of something..
when i ask her, she said nthing & said she is ok..
i know wat is her problem, i did leave my hand out to her..
she just dun wan..
hope she will overcome her sadness..

i am about meet my aunt..
then ltr go work..

happy national day..

2008-08-06T09:29:00.000-07:00

today did not went to sch..
though i was having rashes but then after awake it heal..
anyway i woke up late also..
coz too tired..
still can said i pon sch ba..
missed one whole day of lesson..
i sure miss alot of thing wan lor..
today work got burn again..
just something bothering mi,
but dunno wat izzit..

2008-08-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

today i manage to wake up on time,
but then i still fall a slp in class..
lucky to work not tat bz..
if not i going to be very tired..
sian my finger tio burn again..
somemore got the mark lor..

2008-08-04T09:00:00.000-07:00

ytr the whole i slp in class..
just too tired..
but lucky when i was slp i also hearing wat teacher was teaching..
if not i am dead..
my hand is getting better now..
ltr after my sch still have to work..
until now i still dunoo, am i overwork myself
someone give mi the ans..

2008-08-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

today is a long working day..
my finger got burn until my skin tear..
i now have to get use of the hotness..
tmr starting sch again..

2008-08-01T22:03:00.001-07:00

last nite slept at 5+ about 6am..
then woke up at 9.30am..
very tired..
ltr going to work again..
working inside the kitchen is very tired
but i learn alot of thing and enjoy alot..

To her

if u can concentrate more in sch, i give up
if u will score better for ur test or exams,i give up
if u are happier like tat, i give up
if u will have more time after all this, i give up
if u giving up on me make u free better, i give up
if u don msg/tok to mi make ur life better, i give up
if u think letting me go like tat is the best way, i think u r wrong and i give up
if u can forget those memories we had so easily, I GIVE UP TOTALLY
all i wan to say is JIAYOU FOR UR STUDY
AND HOPE SOMONE U LYK WILL BE WIT U FOREVER..

2008-07-31T22:47:00.000-07:00

Love is lyk the true, sometimes it prevails, sometime it hurt alot.

Love r always blind.. it take 1sec to get crush wit someone,
it will miss them anytime,
and will love someone anytime,
but when someone u realli love,
n they dun love u it will hurt alot..
n will takes a lifetime to forget someone..

ltr going to work again..
is very tired working in the kitchen
n not a easy job to do..

2008-07-31T01:13:00.000-07:00

today wake up late again..

almost late for sch..hehex..

it will be a tiring day for mi coz ltr still have to work..